"One of the greatest secrets with Mike was that he needed to have sex in the dressing room before fights. I would have to find a groupie, it did not matter who it was. He’d say ‘if I do not get laid I will kill this guy right now,’" he said. "Mike had to get laid to disengage some of the strength he had. So I had girls tucked away in bathrooms and changing rooms. Sometimes he’d go in with them for a minute, bang the s*** out of them, snap his neck and say: ‘Okay this guy is going to live tonight.’"
"I still see some of the guys he fought. I was there at ringside seeing these huge men crying, bones shattering or their blood flying everywhere," he added. "It is no exaggeration to say Mike was like a train hitting these guys. Having sex was his way of disengaging that power and loosening up a bit."
"It was a love story. Mike had the fear that if he screwed this up he would end up back in his old neighborhood or be locked up," Gonzales said. "Cus was the only man he trusted. He would yell at him, and Mike would respectfully bow his head and say ‘yes sir - no sir.’ And he gave Cus a reason to wake up every morning - honestly Mike made him feel like he’d live for a thousand years."
"He had an anxiety problem where he would be in despair with anxiety of not feeling good enough or not wanting to screw it up," he explained. "He never recovered from the loss of Cus, because he found someone special who had faith in him and saved him from the depths of hell. He used everyone one of those emotions for as long as he could - and that is why he walked into the ring with all that and beat the sh*t out of Berbick."